Dream was sharp like a memory.
Too colorful, emotional, too… real. She was standing in the center of the
living room, holding a knife. Her hands were shaking, also her body. Blood
scent made Yonaka feel sick. As if that wasn't enough, when she looked at her
hands and noticed its cover with something scarlet…
No. No, no,
no…
Something
was wrong. She knew that. Yonaka also was sure she had forgotten something very
important. Something she didn't want to remember, but…
It's
okay, my dear. You needn't to.
A room
seemed to blur. Yonaka stayed still, trying to catch her breath. The voice she
suddenly heard was… so calm and hypnotizing. And familiar, even if a girl
didn't know when she heard it last time. Did she ever…?
That wasn't
important. Her body started to relax, while a strange voice hummed some kind of
melody. Something in that rhythm reminded Yonaka a rain. Like the softly
falling raindrops she had danced through as a little girl. That seemed to be so
nostalgic and soft at the same time.
And there
she was, suddenly standing in the garden she barely remembered. Was that real?
Or maybe she was dreaming? Whatever, if only she hadn't to fight with that
forbidden memories.
So she
didn't. Yonaka lifted her face to the cloudy sky with relief. The drops were
like tears, though she wasn't sure why she should cry. After all, everything
was fine… Yes?
Red has
gone into oblivion, the living room too. A calm came over her, which she
accepted with as much gratitude as the soothing whisper that seemed to caress
her ears.
There you
go, my child. Let the rain wash away your sins.
What sins?
She didn't know, but that wasn't important. Not now, not ever. While she kept
living an everlasting dream, nothing wrong could happen.
And that was okay.
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